His first sleepover at Yishun

As him promised, he slept over my place on 10th Aug. I forced him to. lols. Next morning, we woke together (feeling husband and wife) hehe. make warm water for him to bathe. had our breakfast at Mcdonald, Then he sent me to Commonwealth MRT Station. He went home straight. Then, we meet again~Zan cut hair again then we jalan2 at IMM. fheedza

Oh my ...... (urgh~)

Oh my dear mate, of all places why Marina sQuare?? Dont he knows bout crowd there? Dont he knows its National Day? I just couldnt stand everything especially what i saw. its everywhere. Marina Square has turn to be 3M. (Mats & Minah Mall). But whatever it is spending whole day with you gang was great.

Luckily i was in the movie theatre with em (Khai, Brunei Guy, khai's friend & Zan) watching THE MUMMY. overall the show was great too, except just the ending. A lil' bit pissed off. and bought a can heneiken and taste SUCKS. urghh~~

Everything seems to PISSED me off.

Fheedza

YES! Finally.....

After half a year, FINALLY MOS-Ing...

MY Last minute PLAN was WORTHWHILE thou. From work to home, and off to Clarke Quay. Meet HOsni up. Party like a ROCKSTAR. =) Thanks mate!

The movie watch us. lols

~Watching Hellboy then Dark knight the next day. Nothing can be greater than this...

But people, we do have qns mark at the end of the show! Cos' we watch halfway through then fall asleep~

fheedza

Monkey for me?!

26th july. 'Moodswing'.

As per usual, zan fetched me from work. Todays planned: we planned to dine in at Seoul Garden @ TAKA for dinner. So as was decided we went to Commonwealth CarMall viewing Proton Gen2 (Weekend-2nd hand car). then off to Jurong East Entertainment Centre viewing Suzuki Swift (Weekend-1st hand car). As per my opinion i would prefer him having Suzuki Swift. No particular reason. But whatever he choose or get. i won't mind. Insyallah if there rezeki left for us. (Praying Hard).

Very tired, at 6.30pm- WOah shit! we aldy late! off to Orchard meet zan's mate. Dinner at Seoul Garden, hey its his friend treat named: Joshua. Thanks mate! beside Joshua, there's najib & his Gf & 1 more couple. Cant remember his & her name. But talking to them was enjoying thou!

We make ourselves way to Youth Park to check whether my mates are there or not, But there's no one.So, we jalan2 at Cineileisure. i went in More than words store and saw something kinda huge that caught my eyes. A bear – its monkey so cute! &he bought for me that. Thanks Thanks Thanks !!!!!

We grab a bottle Breezer and sit along the pathway at YP. I thought of going back home on my own taking train. But zan insist to send me home. haish. So, we took cab from Somerset to Yishun, Zan continue his journey home to Bedok & that cost him 40bucks. & he promise me NO MORE CAB-ing. But whatever it is “Thanks lovely”.fheedza

Love, thank so much!

Wuhoo! Thou Not a really surprise gift from you. But yet i still appreciate it. Thanks for the bag. iLuvit! How many times must i repeat myself? "The thoughts that count" After dinning at Vivo CT. off to Yishun Damp. Reached home almost midnight. Thank to you that you've really really made up my day! After hectic days at work meeting you was worthwhile after all...

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How far i can go with you, Love?

You lied to me once & twice.

I trust you once & many times.

Evry matter seems to be small to you but big for me when..

...specially involves my family.I'll try my best to hide and act as thou nthg has happen.

But i cant run away from it when it kept haunting me.

God, Advice me. pls =(

fheedza

Especially to taghatter(s)

Hey taghatters. (Especially to my dear Sassy & Kepo)
I guess thing has gone too much. You punk has got nothg betta to do huh? tag and fight in my CBOX. I kept myself silent doesn’t mean I’m doing nothing. I’m tired listening to your crap.

Hey Sassy & Kepo,
You bitch! Don’t think I dunnoe who you are? Im very sure that you are the same bitch using different nick in my cbox. Hahaha. Who is BODOH afterall?
I told you:-

"GO & GRAB YOURSELF A BOOK NAMED: DUMMIES FOR TAG HATTERS"

fheedza

I love all the moments. Especially you, Love.

Oh gosh.Before i forget evrything!Let me recalled and summarized all at one shot.on 4th july. i was out to dbl o with my clubmates watching "all star jimbeam dance competition". the crew that i support & adore the most won. phew!! alot of dancer that night sia. i was there with my clubmates. We had great time boozing and chilling out after that. I've turn mazie's invitation down. last minute, he ask me to accompany him & wawan to JB for kA-OK ing. WTH!

The next day, that's on 5th july in the Afternoon, Zan came over my place. Thot of staying at home spending my time with him. But I have go to grandma plc as aunt is throwing a small birthday party for her 1 year old daughter. So, I bought for her a Minnie Mouse bear -HUGE one! Then at 1030pm we out again with Bro apiz & Kak Irma. We wanted to spend our night watching liveband or Pubbing, more relaxing. As we walked and walked along the Boat Quay pathway. No nice MUSIC! Mm.. We’re looking for a nice place to chillout. Sit on a Sofa, lay back and relax. Urgh~Mind Made up! We went to ‘MindCafe’ at Boat Quay. We play board games, make so much of noise, munch munch munch is a MUST! People, going there is fcuking WORTH IT sia! I wanna go again next month & spend my next nightlife over there. Anyone wanna join us? Lols.

Baby Rina's B'day

Pictures was taken at MindCafe

Azan Dyed his hair on 6th july. Nice. Khai and me was there too witnessing it. From Kimage to Jatzen! Cool or what! He’s looks betta in black hair actually. But hey brown suit him too.Winkx. While waiting for em to dye is hair. Wah sempat browsing their mag. and LOOK! what i've found?!Common but yet that's the Coolest Hairstyle that i wanted the most. But im not sure ppl if it suits me or not. hmm =S

Love the hairstyle!=)

On 10july, Movies with bro Apiz w Sis Irma, Bro Afee w Shila, & im with Zan. I would consider this Sibling w couple day out. Hancock-Not bad, I love it went the head went into the ass! Lols. Woah~~

I was out clubbing at MOS with my clubmates on 16july. Mel & Tong was there too. After a few months I’ve not been there. Lols. The atmosphere aren’t like last time anymore. But hey I did enjoy myself. & it seems that minah is everywhere now. Crap Crap Crap. I almost got myself into a fight. But hey Im in here to DANCE not FIGHT bitch/! They danced and their elbow keeps purposely hitting me and I was standing there doing nothing. Urgh! I had enough~ So I dance. Im lucky they did back off standing aside staring at me with the ‘Not happy face’ but I don’t care! A lot of fight going on, haish.. y? dun ask me. MYOB

On 18july. Im bored! So, I sleepover Sis Irma plc. After finishing a packet of Nasi Lemak.off to bed! Perangai GEMOK! The next morning, I got an surprise. Zan came over and fetch me! Best~~ Thanks Love. Luvyou.

fheedza

Makan Makan Makan

I gonna bet you that i put on weight this month! lols. i think so. IF only i stop jogging. If you remembered, i had dinner with zan at thai exspress, delifrance & now Sakura. on 03julo8, We met a lil'bit late, as there's some reports i need to finished it up. Till i had no time to eat my lunch. & i purposely don't. Cos i know zan gonna bring me to Sakura. As per his promise. We had dinner at Sakura.

In the foodcourt, The waiter push in the chair for me. Zan get so jealous.lols. He ask me to stand up and ask me to push in the chair myself. haha. i did so. People, you might not find it funny. but its funny for me. and cute too~~

I had Dried Wanton Noodles & he ate Hong Kong Noodles and our side dish will be fried Wanton for us. YumYumYum. Now, im inluv with Fried Wanton. & he too...

Clock strike 10.30pm. i'll sent him off. to bus stop ajek. lols. haish....Baby,i gonna miss you & i know you know that i luv you right......?

Inluv again.

fheedza

Surprise!!!!!!!

2nd july. hey i got something which is still undone need to finish up. How am i gonna pass the bag to him. As far as i concern, i remember i didnt tell him that i got something for him. So, i gonna be surprise for him.Last night, i only had 2hours meeting my friend in Lala Land & hectic day at work. i was freaking tired plus exhausted plus plus plus. But somehow plan has to move on. By hook or by crook, i need to give him a surprise. Before surprise, i got to know where is his where about. Ok good, he's at Tampines. so Reach home at 9pm. Out again at 915pm..? should be around there uh. Off to tampines. Once has reaches Tampines int, i called him up. asking him where is he? he's heading to home? ! WTF!!!!! ok thanks god that he's not totally at home yet& he's still with his friend, basyir. I told him im at Tampines, you know what he said?

"B, btol. you kat mane? Sumpah you kat Tampines. Btol btol la. l da nak sampai rumah nie"

Hahahahah. i swear once, he still thought im playing a fool. so i keep swearing. Hehe.. i pass the bag to him. hees, loved to see the smile on his face. My hardwork planning everything was paid off.. woah shit. i need to get myself home and SLEEP! I can't hardly open my eyes! & now, i can sleep peacefully and waiting for tmr in my dream for another shitty day in hell at work.

fheedza

You have been a great friend.

Wellwellwell..

on 1st july,08

As was decided i met idil and look for a surprise gift for zan. i wanna get a crumpler bag for him. but its already late. thanks to idil, i've waited for him more than an hour. So, i just grab a bag for zan without him knowing it, but its not a crumpler bag but it look alike just that the one i get for him is plain black. as i know he really do need one. so, i got him one & im just hoping hard that he would love it. hopefully..

"ok love, i promise to get one a crumpler bag for you.

I own you one love!"

Dinner with idil @KFC, there's no need to thank me. its a treat for accompanying me the whole night going into shop by shop searching for it. i had a can of heneiken & breezer that night, we chilled out& i just killed one caterpillar. phew, that's so disgusting & even idil don even dare to take that caterpillar off my pants. i've screaming for help. idil put his hoody on his palm to get that caterpillar off me. oh thanks. now i know i hate caterpillar!

"get off me you disgusting hairy motherfucker!"

home @ 4am, i guess..

zan is mad at me. sigh, baby pls dun be mad at me. i know this is not the first time happenned. remember what i've told you before? yes,i luv you. but im not all yours yet. i have my space & you too. but its all up to you.

fheedza

Oh Scuk!!! thanks to you mate!

on 29th june,08

Shaolin girl. oh mann, for your advice dun watch this show. thanks mate you wanting to watch so much. but seriously we dint enjoy it at all. lols. but hey, however. we do enjoy your company mate! From home to Vivo CT with zan. Had dinner with em. while crapping around. & off to watch that stooopiiidd show. Oh goodness, the animation is so not good. then jalan2, im looking for a pair of shoes which can go with my boot cut jean. Yeah. Zan bought for me a pair of jack purcell, grey in colour shoes. then off to jalan kayu and enjoy the tehtarik. sweet&nice. Nothing could be better than this!

zan sent me off till yishun interchange.

...a million...

"thanksthanksthanks"

lovingyou so-much,

& i know you know that:)

fheedza

New baby to the street soon!!!

Wuhooo~~
hey hey hey. im not pregnant nor not gonna adopt a child! on the 28july2008, after work as was planned, i went to car agent to check on the process of getting a car. a 2nd hand one. but its all depends. we kinda new in the process of getting a car. So, azan's friend named basyir did drop by and gives us a few advices.

So, we decided to get an weekend car instead (as per basyir's advice)to see on our budget whether our expenses would be enough or not. well, im just afraid that everything has to cut down. once he say not to worry so much bout it, i'll just feel betta.oh dear, i just can't wait to ride on it, sitting by your side looking at you driving. Love, its reminds me the old days. heh.

oh baby, iluvyou
fheedza

Dinner @ Delifrance

27.06.08

Now,
Dinner at delifrance. I don't eat much this time. i guess im just too tired to munch. lols,
i know i know, i sound exaggerating.

i had fruit tarts. and some drumlets with their secret recipe sauce. wOww! I love the baked rice. but sold out! wth!

Bon apetit~

oh love, thanks.

Im just glad that everything has turn out to be normal. i started loving him like before especially the first time we met. how we use love each other. awww~~ Oh gawd, thou years i've been with him, a sudden feeling came i don't wish to be apart from him. & i feel like we are newly date. (meyampah nye aku) maybe that he has change for the better. Not for me people its for his own good!

& i feel it too that he has change. im grateful to have someone like you. the laughter, the hugs & kisses are great. the chemistry is back!

~VictoryVictoryVictory~

fheedza

I want this shit get off my head~~

26.06.08

After work, i went home and out again at Night went for a booze with a friend at my neighbourhood. Im not gonna mention who is it. Alots of thingS has jumble up in my mind. the ppl i love, the one i respect. and all! im sick & tired of thinking about it! cos i knw the ppl out there just dont care how i lead my life. .good/bad.

i decide. cos no one can stop me.

e best is to just forget bout it. & its time for me think of myself. peace.No wAR! Finish crapping, chatting & talking at 1.45am

Slept @ 2am. Woke up, shits im late again. (tell me something new) fheedza

I luv .Thai Express.

25.06.08

He decided to watch movie at Plaza Singapura. But i don't want!!! i want to play arcade.i want to play Time crisis III. syiok sia. He lose I win. lols. Oh love, After having alotta fun,dinner with you @ Thai Express was so fun. I love the place, the people the restaurant, the food & and im sure you know that iluvyou. This is his very first pay working as Safety Fireman,

Thank you, love

Dinner @ Thai Express

.bothofus.

finished!

Burp!

After dinner he send me home.

HomeSweetHome.

fheedza

Get off the way Muthaphuckas

19.o6.08

Let me recall back. ouh ya, shitty night at dbl o. the butch! the mats! the drunkard. Tonight, i got twin. lols. kembar 'boria'. longsleeve in, t shirt out.

first,
i saw this butch, im not sure whether they're bitching bout me or not. you r butch, pls act like one! mulot like pompuan. i'm not gonna mention who am i refering to.To me, he/she simply sucks aand his/her mate too!

secondly,
the mats. goodness sake! when i said im not gonna give you my no. i mean it! so stop pestering me. but thanks to fahan -MY 1 Day Kembar- & his mate for letting me sitting around with em to avoid from those irritating punk!

thirdly,
the drunkard same clanz with e mats that ask for my no.come from no where and disturB us. oh myy.... im sorry mate for bringing in this shit. i know its 'scuks'. sorrySORRYsorry

i lost my purse that night. my spongebob purse at gift from my brotha. :( thanks god that i put my ic & cash in my pocket instead! guess who took it? my own mates. but i dont care her cos her mp3 is with me. i sell off her mp3 if she dint return my purse!i dun gv a damn.

irritating minah! & i bet you i won bring you down to clubs anymore. now, ure on ur own now. im sure youre glad hear that. (so pisedoff)fheedza

GoosebumpGoosebump

13june08
I was out with dance crew named 5678.
Its jimbean DanceCompetition08. i came down to give em' my full support.

their move, woowoo... goosebumpgoosebump!

syam&me

mel&ashley aizat&me
my inpsiration, mazie
mazie&me 5678
me&haphiz
me& amsyarhe's tired!

5678, one word that explains evrything!

Wow'

MAzie,amsyar,aizAT,Filza,syAM,AshLEy,ZaiHar,HaphiZ.

Mel was there too :)

We dance among ourselves. best.

fheedza

Gig @ home club & Boozing @ MM

7juneo8
I got plan with sam. Gig at home club that starts at 3plus. Though not my type of genre music they played, but nothing wrong giving em the support. But I did enjoy myself over there. We got complimentary drinks for ourself –one each-

Sam pass his to me as he dint drink. I thot it was just a piece of ticket for entry so, I din’t get a drink for myself. Till I reach cthall and I take a look at it. (oh shit) I should’ve like get two cups of Heneiken! (Damn). i make few friends over there from like a band and Idil. My extremely oldmates is there too, Anas.

At 5plus. Zan fetch me at cthall. Heading to home and off to club with CT. C9 was there too, brotha in and Lan. And regular clubbers I know was there too. Booze Booze Booze.

im ready to rock and roll.lols

Oh yah, this is Sam
(me)(ifa)(CT)
till here, fheedza